Monday, June 27, 2011

Hodgy Beats wants to work with Madlib. Awesome.


Pitchfork: Is there anybody you'd want to work with outside of Odd Future?
Hodgy Beats: Yeah. Alchemist, Jay-Z. Madlib. The Black Keys, definitely. They're fucking amazing. Nas-- which is in the works now, thanks to Frank Ocean. Ozzy [laughs]; that'd be fucking dope. I don't know if I'd even be able to make music with him. I'd just be sitting in the room fuckingspazzing because I'm in a fucking room with Ozzy Osbourne.

Edit: It happened. The song is available for download here.

I feel

More than a little lost. Trying to figure out what growing up really means. Unsure how; terrified. Just terrified. Realizing that a good mentor is hard to find. Waking up sick to my stomach because I don't want to be poor, lost, and scared for the rest of my life. This is what being 21 can mean. How will I feel at 22?

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

"She won't go to hospital, she just keeps injecting. Her flesh is falling off and she can hardly move anymore,"

People sit on cracked wooden benches in a weed-infested "park", gulping cans of Jaguar. For a treat, people take the bus to the McDonald's by the train station. 

Life for two million junkies here: crime, stints in prison, probable contraction of HIV and hepatitis C, and an early death. At least until now. Recently, an even more terrifying spectre has raised its head - krokodil. 

Life expectancy of a full-time krokodil addict: less than a year. 

"You're dreaming of heroin, of something that feels clean and not like poison. But you can't afford it, so you keep doing the krokodil. Until you die."

Its poisonous ingredients quickly turn the skin scaly. Worse follows. Flesh goes grey and peels away to leave bones exposed.

Now, in the entrance of a decaying Soviet-era block of flats, Oleg readies his fix...

Supplies: painkillers, iodine, lighter fluid, industrial cleaning oil, and an array of vials, syringes, and cooking implements.

Now: Boil, distill, mix, shake. Finally, it's caramel coloured and ready for the syringe.

The acrid smell of burnt iodine is in the air. Dirty needle in hand, he looks for a vein in his bruised forearm. He closes his eyes, and takes the hit.

"If you miss the vein, that's an abscess straight away."

Oleg has rotting sores on the back of his neck.

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Warhol

Today, I looked through my cellphone contacts. I arrived at C___ With Glasses. I thought to myself, #1) I will not call him to hang out. #2) What a weird dude. C___ is a pre-op transsexual with a totally out of  control Adderall  addiction. When I found out he had a vagina, I just couldn't make sense of it. #1) I thought he had a penis. #2) I thought he was gay. That's a weird perception shift. Finding out that I man you thought was gay is actually a woman with an adam's apple surgery that would only be gay if he wasn't interested in men. Heh. Still a speed freak. Still won't call him/her back. I bet Andy would have called 'em back. I guess that's why I'll never been famous. That and several other reasons.

Friday, June 3, 2011

Fridge Poem

shake bad - come loud
dance that disco on us
you fabulous party animal!